toxicow http://toxicow.com/blog.php http://www.rssboard.org/rss-specification The latest updates from toxicow. Fri, 23 Oct 2009 10:55:00 +0000 Wed, 10 Mar 2010 11:14:50 +0000 en-us Susanblog@toxicow.com (toxicow) FanUpdate 2.2.1 New Baby! Susanblog@toxicow.com (toxicow) http://toxicow.com/blog.php?id=18 http://toxicow.com/blog.php?id=18 Fri, 23 Oct 2009 10:55:00 +0000 Hello people! and aliens too, just keep away from earth would ya? so guess who had an issues on fanupdate! yup that's the reason why I couldn't blog for like ages! thanks god I figure out the error so yeah. School is as I always say full of drama and fun, our Arabic teacher told us to bring food and eat at the class, it was let's say boring because my classmates are freaking boring, it's like they know their whole family history! and I totally was about to sleep, you see my other friends are in another class so it was just so normal...food...boring conversation uh and silly teacher who's like 12 years old child that have nothing to do than laugh all the time, I probably was about to puke from all that food and they keep pushing me to eat more...like imagine donuts, nachos, pepsi, salad...all together in your stomach! depressing eh? also I was eating like a pig because one of my friends in other class told me to end our friendship uhhh...but we're back together hopefully from her genius way on dealing with this kind of problems...god it was like BAM everything is alright...she's the legend xD So right now I am so busy because I just came from the mall since they told me to pick a gift for the new baby boy! yup I am going to visit my aunt and congrats her. Picking a gift is such a pain in the a** for me and why the hell they let me do that anyway! *pokes* I bought a wrapped candy...Patchi if you know what I mean! not sure if you guys have this store in your country but it is the perfect solution for this kind of situation, I don't have time to show you the gift now because I gotta go, I should totally update the site grrrrr...request? Hello people! and aliens too, just keep away from earth would ya? so guess who had an issues on fanupdate! yup that’s the reason why I couldn’t blog for like ages! thanks god I figure out the error so yeah. School is as I always say full of drama and fun, our Arabic teacher told us to bring food and eat at the class, it was let’s say boring because my classmates are freaking boring, it’s like they know their whole family history! and I totally was about to sleep, you see my other friends are in another class so it was just so normal…food…boring conversation uh and silly teacher who’s like 12 years old child that have nothing to do than laugh all the time, I probably was about to puke from all that food and they keep pushing me to eat more…like imagine donuts, nachos, pepsi, salad…all together in your stomach! depressing eh? also I was eating like a pig because one of my friends in other class told me to end our friendship uhhh…but we’re back together hopefully from her genius way on dealing with this kind of problems…god it was like BAM everything is alright…she’s the legend xD

So right now I am so busy because I just came from the mall since they told me to pick a gift for the new baby boy! yup I am going to visit my aunt and congrats her. Picking a gift is such a pain in the a** for me and why the hell they let me do that anyway! *pokes* I bought a wrapped candy…Patchi if you know what I mean! not sure if you guys have this store in your country but it is the perfect solution for this kind of situation, I don’t have time to show you the gift now because I gotta go, I should totally update the site grrrrr…request?

]]> http://toxicow.com/blog.php?id=18#comments http://toxicow.com/fanupdate/rss-comments.php?id=18 1827 A tomboy cried in front of me! Susanblog@toxicow.com (toxicow) http://toxicow.com/blog.php?id=17 http://toxicow.com/blog.php?id=17 Mon, 12 Oct 2009 15:52:59 +0000 Today was full of drama I just have so much to say but I'll give you shortcuts, so as you know new school new friends, but one of them really get me nervous! she keeps rubbing my hand against hers and I like go to the other side then she keeps following me. She is really funny and I love her as a friend but I don't think she deserve this love, you see she acts like I'm her lover gah I hate to say that...but it is the truth so I wanted to talk to her and know her very well, I sat down with her in the hallway and I kept asking her questions like why do you keep flirting with girls, act like a guy and cut your hair in this way wow that was so uncomfortable to me because I have never talked to a tomboy longer than 10 mins or something xD so yeah my heart was beating so fast, when you look at her you think she's a guy XD errm so we kept talking then I mentioned something about her relationship with her family...it was this extraordinary minute that you know you've just seen what's inside this person, I was shaking and I saw her trying to erase her past by tearing all over I couldn't stand the fact that I still have no idea why she's crying but in my other hand I just tried to make her feel comfortable and to tell her that everything's alright and start to make jokes, then she told me this: "you're proplay the only one I trust but I can't tell you." I stood there for one second and I started to think..."trust"...that means something with her parents but I didn't want to be rude so I just changed the subject by telling her: "of course you trust me! I'm your friend..." she gave me this look XD. Moving on, I really hate the Arabic teacher even though she's local and everything but god she make me sick from her endless homeworks and I hate the girls who are like drag-queens and come to the school just because they want to show their style and all I just don't get it why they do that, for me I don't care about how I look but of course I would like put eyeliner and do my hair but NOT like them, seriously when you see them you think that they're in a gay bar full of men with this hair and makeup. Bah story of my life...anyhow sorry guys for not updating at all and not returning the comments...I gotta do that now. Anyway bye! Don't forget to tell me; 1. Have you ever seen someone's crying without knowing the reason? 2. Have you ever got hit on by the same gender? what's was your feeling? 3. I respect gays, do you? Today was full of drama I just have so much to say but I’ll give you shortcuts, so as you know new school new friends, but one of them really get me nervous! she keeps rubbing my hand against hers and I like go to the other side then she keeps following me. She is really funny and I love her as a friend but I don’t think she deserve this love, you see she acts like I’m her lover gah I hate to say that…but it is the truth so I wanted to talk to her and know her very well, I sat down with her in the hallway and I kept asking her questions like why do you keep flirting with girls, act like a guy and cut your hair in this way wow that was so uncomfortable to me because I have never talked to a tomboy longer than 10 mins or something xD so yeah my heart was beating so fast, when you look at her you think she’s a guy XD errm so we kept talking then I mentioned something about her relationship with her family…it was this extraordinary minute that you know you’ve just seen what’s inside this person, I was shaking and I saw her trying to erase her past by tearing all over I couldn’t stand the fact that I still have no idea why she’s crying but in my other hand I just tried to make her feel comfortable and to tell her that everything’s alright and start to make jokes, then she told me this: “you’re proplay the only one I trust but I can’t tell you.” I stood there for one second and I started to think…”trust”…that means something with her parents but I didn’t want to be rude so I just changed the subject by telling her: “of course you trust me! I’m your friend…” she gave me this look XD.

Moving on, I really hate the Arabic teacher even though she’s local and everything but god she make me sick from her endless homeworks and I hate the girls who are like drag-queens and come to the school just because they want to show their style and all I just don’t get it why they do that, for me I don’t care about how I look but of course I would like put eyeliner and do my hair but NOT like them, seriously when you see them you think that they’re in a gay bar full of men with this hair and makeup. Bah story of my life…anyhow sorry guys for not updating at all and not returning the comments…I gotta do that now. Anyway bye!
Don’t forget to tell me;
1. Have you ever seen someone’s crying without knowing the reason?
2. Have you ever got hit on by the same gender? what’s was your feeling?
3. I respect gays, do you?

]]> http://toxicow.com/blog.php?id=17#comments http://toxicow.com/fanupdate/rss-comments.php?id=17 546 My battery has been kidnapped! Susanblog@toxicow.com (toxicow) http://toxicow.com/blog.php?id=16 http://toxicow.com/blog.php?id=16 Fri, 09 Oct 2009 12:10:15 +0000 Hello everyone! so right I haven't blog for like 4 days or so, you know as I said before! school...by now I have nothing to say about school, everything is well...alright...kinda. Oh so today I was trying to improve my photography skill by reading tutorials and watching videos, I've discovered many things that I shouldn't have done or even TRY to do it, like zooming in in a wrong way and all so yeah that makes me wanna grab my camera and start to take photos. Uhhh not so fast sweety, I couldn't find the battery! I wanted to cry. Be strong Susan you'll find it just keep searching...eerrrmm okay so I kept searching for it EVERYWHERE! I meant by every 1 inch in the house. I can't find it yet so I told everyone in the house to search for it, the 2 maids are like: oh no no we know nothing about it yet I think they've hide it somewhere...there's hope...I guess. Anyway if I didn't find it I can buy another one or something, I just hope they have a separate piece. So right now I have to be ready instead of writing this blog that's why it is like so f**ked up. Yup I ain't a good writer or a good story teller. Why I should get ready? see we have this tradition in our family that we should go to a fancy restaurant every Friday, it's really boring but hey there's food out there! :P Icon textures is coming up soon after I come back and thanks guys for telling me about the broken link, I've fixed it. Check it out at the photoshop action page! [EDIT] Back! here's the texture pack; [/EDIT] Hello everyone! so right I haven’t blog for like 4 days or so, you know as I said before! school…by now I have nothing to say about school, everything is well…alright…kinda.

Oh so today I was trying to improve my photography skill by reading tutorials and watching videos, I’ve discovered many things that I shouldn’t have done or even TRY to do it, like zooming in in a wrong way and all so yeah that makes me wanna grab my camera and start to take photos.

Uhhh not so fast sweety, I couldn’t find the battery! I wanted to cry. Be strong Susan you’ll find it just keep searching…eerrrmm okay so I kept searching for it EVERYWHERE! I meant by every 1 inch in the house. I can’t find it yet so I told everyone in the house to search for it, the 2 maids are like: oh no no we know nothing about it yet I think they’ve hide it somewhere…there’s hope…I guess.

Anyway if I didn’t find it I can buy another one or something, I just hope they have a separate piece. So right now I have to be ready instead of writing this blog that’s why it is like so f**ked up. Yup I ain’t a good writer or a good story teller. Why I should get ready? see we have this tradition in our family that we should go to a fancy restaurant every Friday, it’s really boring but hey there’s food out there! :P

Icon textures is coming up soon after I come back and thanks guys for telling me about the broken link, I’ve fixed it. Check it out at the photoshop action page!

[EDIT] Back! here’s the texture pack;

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]]> http://toxicow.com/blog.php?id=16#comments http://toxicow.com/fanupdate/rss-comments.php?id=16 38 Cooking is not hard! Susanblog@toxicow.com (toxicow) http://toxicow.com/blog.php?id=15 http://toxicow.com/blog.php?id=15 Sat, 03 Oct 2009 13:03:47 +0000 Pheww my wall smells! lol not in that way really! yesterday I've came up with this great modern idea for my room especially my wall. But they painter kinda messed up everything and made up with something like that. Yup1 I wanted it to be smaller and in a darker color but you know after looking at it from here I realized it is not that bad at all but yet it's not the look that I want. Moving on, today something strange happened to Susie! she decided to make lunch, it was very simple and easy I didn't know cooking is very easy. They've known me as Susan the cake girl over here lol but I wanted to make something different in my life if you got what I mean. Pasta with vegetables and shrimps, sounds and looks disgusting but don't judge a book from by it's cover. The dessert was a mango smoothie I know lame eh? so while playing with the choco sauce look what I've got here: it looks like a weirdo girl tied up, but who cares she was delicious. :P We haven't start studying yet so that's why i want you guys to keep requesting until tomorrow, we may start tomorrow but that is 30% because of new teachers and all so they may like introduce themselves to us...etc Oh f*ck all of these, wanna know how to draw a doll? oh what about some textures. Alright you know what, photoshop action ma shut you up! :P Pheww my wall smells! lol not in that way really! yesterday I’ve came up with this great modern idea for my room especially my wall. But they painter kinda messed up everything and made up with something like that.

Yup1 I wanted it to be smaller and in a darker color but you know after looking at it from here I realized it is not that bad at all but yet it’s not the look that I want.

Moving on, today something strange happened to Susie! she decided to make lunch, it was very simple and easy I didn’t know cooking is very easy. They’ve known me as Susan the cake girl over here lol but I wanted to make something different in my life if you got what I mean.


Pasta with vegetables and shrimps, sounds and looks disgusting but don’t judge a book from by it’s cover.

The dessert was a mango smoothie I know lame eh? so while playing with the choco sauce look what I’ve got here:


it looks like a weirdo girl tied up, but who cares she was delicious. :P

We haven’t start studying yet so that’s why i want you guys to keep requesting until tomorrow, we may start tomorrow but that is 30% because of new teachers and all so they may like introduce themselves to us…etc

Oh f*ck all of these, wanna know how to draw a doll? oh what about some textures. Alright you know what, photoshop action ma shut you up! :P

]]> http://toxicow.com/blog.php?id=15#comments http://toxicow.com/fanupdate/rss-comments.php?id=15 69 New layout! Susanblog@toxicow.com (toxicow) http://toxicow.com/blog.php?id=14 http://toxicow.com/blog.php?id=14 Fri, 02 Oct 2009 18:00:46 +0000 Yerp! another layout with well interesting stuff :P, I didn't took a lot of time to do this one! it was like any other fun thing to do. I haven't focus a lot at the details though I was hoping to make the colors match. FAIL! so the reason of making this layout is because my friend called me yestuarday and told me to try out "Restaurant City" in facebook. So yeah I've got inspired by the colors, the style and all! I really wish I could draw something professional like that game, oh yeah does this layout reminds you of my past layout at 1twu I don't know but there's something so similar. So obliviously, I will be so busy that's why you gotta request right now for more stuff because tomorrow will be a pretty work your ass up day and I have to know what my customers want? I could make for you more tutorials and all just ask please! Oh well, right now I am forced to write this blog so yeah my shortest blog ever! remember tomorrow might be the updates day. :P PS: sorry if I am such a bad affiliate, school sucks you know! Yerp! another layout with well interesting stuff :P, I didn’t took a lot of time to do this one! it was like any other fun thing to do. I haven’t focus a lot at the details though I was hoping to make the colors match. FAIL! so the reason of making this layout is because my friend called me yestuarday and told me to try out “Restaurant City” in facebook.
So yeah I’ve got inspired by the colors, the style and all! I really wish I could draw something professional like that game, oh yeah does this layout reminds you of my past layout at 1twu I don’t know but there’s something so similar.

So obliviously, I will be so busy that’s why you gotta request right now for more stuff because tomorrow will be a pretty work your ass up day and I have to know what my customers want? I could make for you more tutorials and all just ask please!

Oh well, right now I am forced to write this blog so yeah my shortest blog ever! remember tomorrow might be the updates day. :P

PS: sorry if I am such a bad affiliate, school sucks you know!

]]> http://toxicow.com/blog.php?id=14#comments http://toxicow.com/fanupdate/rss-comments.php?id=14 9218 Lesbians are everywhere! Susanblog@toxicow.com (toxicow) http://toxicow.com/blog.php?id=13 http://toxicow.com/blog.php?id=13 Tue, 29 Sep 2009 15:05:11 +0000 Hi there! well I have no idea what to say, many things happened yesterday... actually uncomfortable setoutions that you don't want to miss. :P First of all as you know I am in a new school and for whom didn't know, my seat is near the window and I can see the hallway. So right in the physics class I was thinking of what I should do next for the website while the teacher is explaining us a mathematics question, for all sudden I've heard someone whispering: "Psss, I need you right now!" I wasn't sure she was talking to me so I ignored her, then next thing I see is a random girl's head in the window. I know I know, I didn't freak out because I was expecting something like that from this full of freaks school, I really wanted to make some action so I decided to skip the class and lie to the teacher. I went to the girl and asked her what the hell she want, she told me that she wants to walk with me and all. I didn't mind at all really! we were walking and talking ...she was so deep! :O not anymore, she told me if I had an email or not PLUS if I were boya* or not. Seriously I had no idea what to say to her but some freaky words slipped of my mouth: "Why, do I look like one?" she said: "Umm, I really want to be with you. The first time I saw you I knew I love you" and yeah imagine this whole conversation in Arabic...Emarati accent. Anyhowww I know you will be like *NOWAY* but trust me these things happen a lot here it's like one of the latest fashion trends where a girl fall in love with another girl. I am totally against this and the way she spoke to me was very strange it's like she's talking to a real man or something...listen you! just because I have short hair doesn't mean I love girls? I still don't get it but in the same time I like watching girls acting like boys, it's like the best of all when you have something to say about them...but to be honest I cannot say anything in front of them otherwise I will see myself as a chicken in their dining table. Oh back to the story, so I realized this girl must be a moron or something so I gave her a random email hopefully it wont be your email. :P oh right after this she winked at me and called me her man...I was like a dumb cow from the beginning. Ohhhh now I get it why she used to be in our class all the time and she used to giggle whenever I pass by, but who cares I will be going to the new school tomorrow. Talking of which today's off for me so I've got the chance to make tiny stuff. Hope you guys like it! And yeah I've promised you to show you the textures but photoshop is acting gay again and I should make buttons for the textures. I will fix it later. Boya*: a lesbian who act like a boy. Here we call her as a boya. Hi there! well I have no idea what to say, many things happened yesterday… actually uncomfortable setoutions that you don’t want to miss. :P
First of all as you know I am in a new school and for whom didn’t know, my seat is near the window and I can see the hallway. So right in the physics class I was thinking of what I should do next for the website while the teacher is explaining us a mathematics question, for all sudden I’ve heard someone whispering: “Psss, I need you right now!” I wasn’t sure she was talking to me so I ignored her, then next thing I see is a random girl’s head in the window.

I know I know, I didn’t freak out because I was expecting something like that from this full of freaks school, I really wanted to make some action so I decided to skip the class and lie to the teacher. I went to the girl and asked her what the hell she want, she told me that she wants to walk with me and all. I didn’t mind at all really! we were walking and talking …she was so deep! :O not anymore, she told me if I had an email or not PLUS if I were boya* or not. Seriously I had no idea what to say to her but some freaky words slipped of my mouth: “Why, do I look like one?” she said: “Umm, I really want to be with you. The first time I saw you I knew I love you” and yeah imagine this whole conversation in Arabic…Emarati accent.

Anyhowww I know you will be like *NOWAY* but trust me these things happen a lot here it’s like one of the latest fashion trends where a girl fall in love with another girl. I am totally against this and the way she spoke to me was very strange it’s like she’s talking to a real man or something…listen you! just because I have short hair doesn’t mean I love girls? I still don’t get it but in the same time I like watching girls acting like boys, it’s like the best of all when you have something to say about them…but to be honest I cannot say anything in front of them otherwise I will see myself as a chicken in their dining table.

Oh back to the story, so I realized this girl must be a moron or something so I gave her a random email hopefully it wont be your email. :P oh right after this she winked at me and called me her man…I was like a dumb cow from the beginning.
Ohhhh now I get it why she used to be in our class all the time and she used to giggle whenever I pass by, but who cares I will be going to the new school tomorrow.
Talking of which today’s off for me so I’ve got the chance to make tiny stuff. Hope you guys like it!

Give it to me!

And yeah I’ve promised you to show you the textures but photoshop is acting gay again and I should make buttons for the textures. I will fix it later.

Boya*: a lesbian who act like a boy. Here we call her as a boya.

]]> http://toxicow.com/blog.php?id=13#comments http://toxicow.com/fanupdate/rss-comments.php?id=13 688 Bestfriends forever! right? Susanblog@toxicow.com (toxicow) http://toxicow.com/blog.php?id=12 http://toxicow.com/blog.php?id=12 Sun, 27 Sep 2009 14:46:30 +0000 What happened today was the biggest mistake in my whole life, so like have you ever had this special person that you wont forget for your whole life? yup I've talked to that person who is my best-friend, she was with me for like 8 years or so then I moved to Dubai and I couldn't find her new number until like 7 months ago, seriously I was so shameful to call her because we had this promise that we will stay together no matter what happened and I kinda screwed up everything. ANYWAY let me show you this AHMAZING conversation: Me: Uhmm...can I talk to...uhm erm [my bestfriend's name] My bestfriend: It is me! Me: Oh uhmm do you recognize my voice? My bestfriend: SUSAN! how..what? Me: Wow, long time eh? so how's your day? My bestfriend: How are you? wow mine was okay... *...* it was like 5 whole minutest of silent Me: So.. My bestfriend [in the same time]: Uhmm how's your school? Me: Good...good. My bestfriend: Okay.. Me: Listen I am so sorry if I'm annoying you I just wanted to say hi and check out if you're alright. My bestfriend: Oh I'm fine and no I'm very glad you called me. Me: Hauhahuahahuahahuha What happened today was the biggest mistake in my whole life, so like have you ever had this special person that you wont forget for your whole life? yup I’ve talked to that person who is my best-friend, she was with me for like 8 years or so then I moved to Dubai and I couldn’t find her new number until like 7 months ago, seriously I was so shameful to call her because we had this promise that we will stay together no matter what happened and I kinda screwed up everything. ANYWAY let me show you this AHMAZING conversation:

Me: Uhmm…can I talk to…uhm erm [my bestfriend’s name]
My bestfriend: It is me!
Me: Oh uhmm do you recognize my voice?
My bestfriend: SUSAN! how..what?
Me: Wow, long time eh? so how’s your day?
My bestfriend: How are you? wow mine was okay…
*…* it was like 5 whole minutest of silent
Me: So..
My bestfriend [in the same time]: Uhmm how’s your school?
Me: Good…good.
My bestfriend: Okay..
Me: Listen I am so sorry if I’m annoying you I just wanted to say hi and check out if you’re alright.
My bestfriend: Oh I’m fine and no I’m very glad you called me.
Me: Hauhahuahahuahahuha <- [the disaster laugh]
My bestfriend:…
Me: You…
My bestfriend: …what?
Me: Oh right umm I gotta go, I must go to buy some notebooks and all you know. <-[that was a lie]
My bestfriend: Alright…
Me: Uhmm ohmm ehhmm <-[I was like that ALL the time]
My bestfriend: Nice to talk to you.
Me: Yeah me too, bye!
*closes*

Did you get it? I was a total freak to her! it was my worst 20 minutest of my whole life and it was kinda sad that we haven’t talked like before. I do really miss her and I want to come back to Abu Dhabi just because of her but now I don’t know, it seems like she forget me or something or maybe she is sad because when she say “I’m fine”…yeah this line where she have something to say…after all it is my fault to not keep in touch with her.
So my questions are:

1. Have you lost someone very special to you?
2. Have you ever hated yourself for doing something stupid?
3. I love ice-cream, do you? RANDOM ROX

PS: New textures will be up soon. And I think this blog is so f***ed up!

]]> http://toxicow.com/blog.php?id=12#comments http://toxicow.com/fanupdate/rss-comments.php?id=12 3292 School! Susanblog@toxicow.com (toxicow) http://toxicow.com/blog.php?id=11 http://toxicow.com/blog.php?id=11 Fri, 25 Sep 2009 12:07:17 +0000 Yup, yesterday's morning I was sleeping in heaven then for all sudden I heard someone calling my name: "Susan..SUSAN! you gotta wake up!" I ignored my mother...but when she mentioned the new school I went like...it's school time already! so yeah it was the end of the week and I must not go but let's just say I have to because some peeps may slap me. I went with my dad and he had something to do at his work first so I was in the car for exactly 20 minutes staring at my shoes while this guard kept looking at me, I've tried to be like I don't see him at all but god I couldn't so I gave him the "DON'T YOU EVER STARE" look! ah finally my dad came back and drive me to school, I told him I will just bring the books and see the class then viola go back to my home [and continue sleeping]...what did he said? NO! I couldn't find my class so I asked this teacher...she told me to go and search for it! HOW RUDE, but when I turned back I find out the class was right in front of me. Got into the class then I saw 2 girls sitting so why not say hi eh? they didn't say hi back...and yeah one of them is boya aka tomboy aka lesbian. We have a lot of these kind of girls so don't be shocked and the other one well I guess she was new. So right after I choose my seat a bunch of girls came and they were talking to the boya, seriously I wanted to fit in and get into the very interesting conversation about how stupid their math teacher is, I didn't want to be like this new girl who has no friends and stay at class all the day so I went like: "Yeah! our's pretty crazy too" in that point I knew how silly it sound like but miracles happens. Uhaa they talked to me! and they were very verryy verrrryyy nice to me :D I've met 6 girls in the first day, that's amazing for me that I've already find some cool friends, so the teachers weren't at classes and they told me if I want to see the whole school or not, of course I said YES! we had the most wonderful time together...ewh that sounds more like ehm right anyway... For the first time I think the first day of school isn't bad at all and you know what, I get used of it really, I've moved a lot since I came to Dubai because our town is a bit far away from schools and they kept moving us from school to school every 2 years or something. But this is my last year and guess what? they build a school near us...oh boy oh boy! my new friends are in the same town I live too so they informed me that we will be studying for 1 week in this school then we will move to the new one. That must be hard but I prefer the nearest school! by now I don't care what future might hold for me so I will stick to my present. Oh right did you know that I have 2 nameless turtles that I hate them a lot. They're boring and sometimes I forget that I have them...REALLY! one of them is always sleeping and the other one always digging. Hmmm name them for me please? Alright time to take care of the advertising page, thanks to everyone who told me that there's a coding mistake. I suck at coding so I hope I get it right this time, also I will add some affiliates so hope you check 'em out all. Love ya! Yup, yesterday’s morning I was sleeping in heaven then for all sudden I heard someone calling my name: “Susan..SUSAN! you gotta wake up!” I ignored my mother…but when she mentioned the new school I went like…it’s school time already! so yeah it was the end of the week and I must not go but let’s just say I have to because some peeps may slap me.

I went with my dad and he had something to do at his work first so I was in the car for exactly 20 minutes staring at my shoes while this guard kept looking at me, I’ve tried to be like I don’t see him at all but god I couldn’t so I gave him the “DON’T YOU EVER STARE” look! ah finally my dad came back and drive me to school, I told him I will just bring the books and see the class then viola go back to my home [and continue sleeping]…what did he said? NO!

I couldn’t find my class so I asked this teacher…she told me to go and search for it! HOW RUDE, but when I turned back I find out the class was right in front of me. Got into the class then I saw 2 girls sitting so why not say hi eh? they didn’t say hi back…and yeah one of them is boya aka tomboy aka lesbian. We have a lot of these kind of girls so don’t be shocked and the other one well I guess she was new.

So right after I choose my seat a bunch of girls came and they were talking to the boya, seriously I wanted to fit in and get into the very interesting conversation about how stupid their math teacher is, I didn’t want to be like this new girl who has no friends and stay at class all the day so I went like: “Yeah! our’s pretty crazy too” in that point I knew how silly it sound like but miracles happens. Uhaa they talked to me! and they were very verryy verrrryyy nice to me :D I’ve met 6 girls in the first day, that’s amazing for me that I’ve already find some cool friends, so the teachers weren’t at classes and they told me if I want to see the whole school or not, of course I said YES! we had the most wonderful time together…ewh that sounds more like ehm right anyway…

For the first time I think the first day of school isn’t bad at all and you know what, I get used of it really, I’ve moved a lot since I came to Dubai because our town is a bit far away from schools and they kept moving us from school to school every 2 years or something. But this is my last year and guess what? they build a school near us…oh boy oh boy! my new friends are in the same town I live too so they informed me that we will be studying for 1 week in this school then we will move to the new one.

That must be hard but I prefer the nearest school! by now I don’t care what future might hold for me so I will stick to my present.
Oh right did you know that I have 2 nameless turtles that I hate them a lot. They’re boring and sometimes I forget that I have them…REALLY! one of them is always sleeping and the other one always digging. Hmmm name them for me please?





Alright time to take care of the advertising page, thanks to everyone who told me that there’s a coding mistake. I suck at coding so I hope I get it right this time, also I will add some affiliates so hope you check ‘em out all. Love ya!

]]> http://toxicow.com/blog.php?id=11#comments http://toxicow.com/fanupdate/rss-comments.php?id=11 406 Clumsy is written on my forehead Susanblog@toxicow.com (toxicow) http://toxicow.com/blog.php?id=10 http://toxicow.com/blog.php?id=10 Mon, 21 Sep 2009 17:15:16 +0000 'ello everyone! so yesterday was our official Eid party that we do it every year on the "big house" as we call it or the house where my grandma lives, I was really glad seeing my cousins and all it was amazing really, many "not so funny to me" moments happens and of course Susan is one clumsy girl who has to make mistakes all the time. Let's start of when I first entered the house, everything was fancy and all until I find out I went to the wrong room, a room where ALL the guys out there. I didn't know they've switched the rooms or anything so that was a bit weird staring at some peeps and trying to figure out whether you're in another world or not. Finally my lovely uncle told me that I should not be there and finally I've figured out over 10 men was staring at me. Moving on, I saw my sweet cousins and we've talked, laughed and took pictures until the bad girls came and I kinda wanted to run away because these girls or lets just say the b*tchy cousins are the worst girls I have ever seen, all they care about is how much you bought this dress and most of their conversations are always so similar, just like that: did you know I went to the mall and I saw this cutest guys ever and BLAH BLAH BLAH [alright we get the point you saw this guy and he thinks you are ugly end of the story!] , god how annoying this could be? Uh anyway, I went to sit with middle aged women, including my mom who started to talk about children, marriage and blah...I have no one who's more into technology and stuff like that well only my father and one of my friends. That's why I want to be a friend with a geek or something. lol Alright let's go back to the party shall we? the food has arrived, it was like buffet and oh well Susan will behave like an a** here, I was like trying to be cool and put the food in a probably way where everyone will be impressed by me... thanks god everything went alright until I wanted to eat, before that I started to talk and yeah everyone was listening to me so the spoon slipped of my hand and SPLASH...food fight on Susan's outfit! ha ha ha very funny. Yes I am a clumsy girl and people started to talk about me god how stupid I was last night. BUT! something amazing happened last night and it goes like this: Grandma started to hug me and kiss me and give me money and I was like uhhh...*cries* seriously this moment was I don't know it was like grandma tried to tell me something. Love ya nanny. :) Talking of which I am really desperate right now so yeah sorry no update or photos in this blog, the thing is Apple company has really shocked me today. I wanted to buy iPhone 3Gs the newest one because this classic one is killing me, I dropped it a lot... accidents happens! it supposes to catch up the Wi-Fi really fast and with a good range, not anymore! and no I can't fix it. So back to the iPhone 3G, guess how much it does cost over here? over $750 and I saw the price over USA it is around $200...I know right? I feel so bad about that I thought they might sell it cheaper here. UNFAIR! grrrr if someone could buy me a gift or something I would give him/her my broken one, good deal eh? ‘ello everyone! so yesterday was our official Eid party that we do it every year on the “big house” as we call it or the house where my grandma lives, I was really glad seeing my cousins and all it was amazing really, many “not so funny to me” moments happens and of course Susan is one clumsy girl who has to make mistakes all the time.

Let’s start of when I first entered the house, everything was fancy and all until I find out I went to the wrong room, a room where ALL the guys out there. I didn’t know they’ve switched the rooms or anything so that was a bit weird staring at some peeps and trying to figure out whether you’re in another world or not. Finally my lovely uncle told me that I should not be there and finally I’ve figured out over 10 men was staring at me.

Moving on, I saw my sweet cousins and we’ve talked, laughed and took pictures until the bad girls came and I kinda wanted to run away because these girls or lets just say the b*tchy cousins are the worst girls I have ever seen, all they care about is how much you bought this dress and most of their conversations are always so similar, just like that: did you know I went to the mall and I saw this cutest guys ever and BLAH BLAH BLAH [alright we get the point you saw this guy and he thinks you are ugly end of the story!] , god how annoying this could be?

Uh anyway, I went to sit with middle aged women, including my mom who started to talk about children, marriage and blah…I have no one who’s more into technology and stuff like that well only my father and one of my friends. That’s why I want to be a friend with a geek or something. lol

Alright let’s go back to the party shall we? the food has arrived, it was like buffet and oh well Susan will behave like an a** here, I was like trying to be cool and put the food in a probably way where everyone will be impressed by me… thanks god everything went alright until I wanted to eat, before that I started to talk and yeah everyone was listening to me so the spoon slipped of my hand and SPLASH…food fight on Susan’s outfit! ha ha ha very funny.

Yes I am a clumsy girl and people started to talk about me god how stupid I was last night.
BUT! something amazing happened last night and it goes like this: Grandma started to hug me and kiss me and give me money and I was like uhhh…*cries* seriously this moment was I don’t know it was like grandma tried to tell me something. Love ya nanny. :)

Talking of which I am really desperate right now so yeah sorry no update or photos in this blog, the thing is Apple company has really shocked me today. I wanted to buy iPhone 3Gs the newest one because this classic one is killing me, I dropped it a lot… accidents happens! it supposes to catch up the Wi-Fi really fast and with a good range, not anymore! and no I can’t fix it. So back to the iPhone 3G, guess how much it does cost over here? over $750 and I saw the price over USA it is around $200…I know right? I feel so bad about that I thought they might sell it cheaper here. UNFAIR! grrrr if someone could buy me a gift or something I would give him/her my broken one, good deal eh?

]]> http://toxicow.com/blog.php?id=10#comments http://toxicow.com/fanupdate/rss-comments.php?id=10 173 Woop, who read this anyway? Susanblog@toxicow.com (toxicow) http://toxicow.com/blog.php?id=9 http://toxicow.com/blog.php?id=9 Sat, 19 Sep 2009 14:34:49 +0000 Well hello everyone! today might be the last day of Ramadan which means tomorrow will be El Eid WHICH means school will start so freaking soon. Bah let's skip the whole school thingy and talk about something more positive, Susan has baked her very first successful cake. I know right? like how in the earth Susan do such a thing. Here's a picture of a thing I will be proud of for the rest of my life. Ain't that the best cake you've ever seen? *proud* Yeah, after the cake crap I went to watch my nanny doing henna for Roudha, I dislike henna but errrmm I like that picture :D Anyway, it's just a very quick blog and of course there're some updates hunging right there waiting for someone to show you guys! and that will be Susan. Well hello everyone! today might be the last day of Ramadan which means tomorrow will be El Eid WHICH means school will start so freaking soon. Bah let’s skip the whole school thingy and talk about something more positive, Susan has baked her very first successful cake. I know right? like how in the earth Susan do such a thing. Here’s a picture of a thing I will be proud of for the rest of my life.

Ain’t that the best cake you’ve ever seen? *proud*

Yeah, after the cake crap I went to watch my nanny doing henna for Roudha, I dislike henna but errrmm I like that picture :D

Anyway, it’s just a very quick blog and of course there’re some updates hunging right there waiting for someone to show you guys! and that will be Susan. <-[Me! duh]
Alright let’s start off with the silly things then the things that you should see, first of all! Twitter banners is hella so random and please don’t tell me the poop is disgusting, it’s the twitter bird fault not me.
Okayy, let’s go to 404 banners, random too…no comment.
Best of all, brush pack!







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]]> http://toxicow.com/blog.php?id=9#comments http://toxicow.com/fanupdate/rss-comments.php?id=9 7329 You gotta be kidding! skinny jeans! Susanblog@toxicow.com (toxicow) http://toxicow.com/blog.php?id=8 http://toxicow.com/blog.php?id=8 Tue, 15 Sep 2009 18:52:50 +0000 Hello guys! so today I was shopping at the mall and I saw this guy wearing a skinny jeans, so yeah this going to be what the main topic. I like skinny jeans and everybody does...I meant by GIRLS like skinny jeans so the question is how the hell it is for guys too, it's very unfortunate to see a guy wearing it because there're many reasons and no I don't want to be nasty at this blog other else you will hate me to say this but what the hell, I can see IT all the way from my home which is really disgusting and ugly, the worst of all his girlfriend is with him and she don't have an issue with it at all! I don't think it is socially acceptable for men to enjoy women wearing tight clothes. The rule is if the style makes you look bad, do yourself (and us!) a favor and don’t buy it other wise I will poke your eyes until you die. Uhm not really but...yeah. Like what's happening here, girls turning into guys...guys turning into girls, some guys these days shop in the women's section to get what they want so the opposite. The point is skinny jeans are hella too girlish and who thinks it is hot then you really need to re-think about it, very deep deep deeep thinking...alright I will stop. :P but no you should consider who're wearing 'em as faggots. Another thing, my mom and I were shopping so we kept walking for nothing! fashions these days are like freaking garbage, I don't want to see a pink pants with a blue shirt following by a green jacket. Ew just eww, but finally after 4 hours of walking I find some on "Debenhams collection" yet I'm not sure it's looking great for El Eid Hello guys! so today I was shopping at the mall and I saw this guy wearing a skinny jeans, so yeah this going to be what the main topic.
I like skinny jeans and everybody does…I meant by GIRLS like skinny jeans so the question is how the hell it is for guys too, it’s very unfortunate to see a guy wearing it because there’re many reasons and no I don’t want to be nasty at this blog other else you will hate me to say this but what the hell, I can see IT all the way from my home which is really disgusting and ugly, the worst of all his girlfriend is with him and she don’t have an issue with it at all! I don’t think it is socially acceptable for men to enjoy women wearing tight clothes. The rule is if the style makes you look bad, do yourself (and us!) a favor and don’t buy it other wise I will poke your eyes until you die. Uhm not really but…yeah.

Like what’s happening here, girls turning into guys…guys turning into girls, some guys these days shop in the women’s section to get what they want so the opposite. The point is skinny jeans are hella too girlish and who thinks it is hot then you really need to re-think about it, very deep deep deeep thinking…alright I will stop. :P but no you should consider who’re wearing ‘em as faggots.

Another thing, my mom and I were shopping so we kept walking for nothing! fashions these days are like freaking garbage, I don’t want to see a pink pants with a blue shirt following by a green jacket. Ew just eww, but finally after 4 hours of walking I find some on “Debenhams collection” yet I’m not sure it’s looking great for El Eid <-[a holiday or a celebration] anyhow, I don't have time to show you my dresses<-[obsessed with 'em].

Lol, have you ever got this feeling where you like and hate something in the same time, well that’s the feeling I have for the mall, like why do I hate it? because there’re a lot of weird peeps out there and for some reason everyone seems like a giant foot to me…I hate crowded places, alright why do I love it? because I can gossip about them with my mom or friends, gossiping is fun don’t blame me :P also I have a lot of funny moments at the mall; one of them goes like this:

Once I was taking everything at ALDO wow I was like a sucking glory machine xD but that’s not the point…so while I was searching for a purse a girl behind me was talking to her friends I didn’t pay attention until she said: Oh god you’re sexy!…many things were popping up in my mind…no no she’s not talking to me…then she mention something about my shoes so I turned and said excuse me?…turns out she was talking on the phone. FAIL!

Oh right, I’ve made a cow’s head tutorial so check it out guys! and some RSS icons. Hope you like them!

]]> http://toxicow.com/blog.php?id=8#comments http://toxicow.com/fanupdate/rss-comments.php?id=8 480 Looking good? Susanblog@toxicow.com (toxicow) http://toxicow.com/blog.php?id=7 http://toxicow.com/blog.php?id=7 Sun, 13 Sep 2009 20:54:48 +0000 When it comes to a professional layout, all you can think of is simple and not colorful! I tried my best to make it look professional but yet one huge thing is missing, yup that's right! Wordpress. That's my only dream to learn how to install worrdpress and all but let's leave it for the futuer shall we? Anyway I remember when I've made that layout, it was 5:20 pm and I've finished it at about 6 pm, at this point I was starving! I couldn't finish my CSS and the weirdest thing is that the past 30 minutes for Al Fatoor was like 3 whole hours. After waiting then eating I came back to continue my work but I saw someone added me on my MSN, I wasn't sure who s/he was but I added him anyway, right after adding, that weirdo guy started to send me OBVIOUSLY viruses, of course I deleted him like what the hell why do I need such an asshole. No baby it is not the end of the story, about 30 invitations just popped up...I wanted to scream! *staring like she had lost everything on her computer* no worries, Norton is my hero! I wanna like forever-hug the one who create such a thing. WOW! Anyhow, you're probably like; what a nerd! but hey no one likes annoying people I mean I don't get it when they send me viruses, does they get a payment after this? seriously those assholes need to see a therapist or simply need a kick right into the jail! Right now I am so stressed-out since I've made this layout so quickly, but I am going to add few pages tomorrow as you can see I need "advertising" page, if you want to apply now you can just comment me telling me that you want to be there. Also, I need to make the drawing-tutorial so wont you guys request! When it comes to a professional layout, all you can think of is simple and not colorful! I tried my best to make it look professional but yet one huge thing is missing, yup that’s right! Wordpress. That’s my only dream to learn how to install worrdpress and all but let’s leave it for the futuer shall we?
Anyway I remember when I’ve made that layout, it was 5:20 pm and I’ve finished it at about 6 pm, at this point I was starving! I couldn’t finish my CSS and the weirdest thing is that the past 30 minutes for Al Fatoor was like 3 whole hours.

After waiting then eating I came back to continue my work but I saw someone added me on my MSN, I wasn’t sure who s/he was but I added him anyway, right after adding, that weirdo guy started to send me OBVIOUSLY viruses, of course I deleted him like what the hell why do I need such an asshole. No baby it is not the end of the story, about 30 invitations just popped up…I wanted to scream! *staring like she had lost everything on her computer* no worries, Norton is my hero! I wanna like forever-hug the one who create such a thing. WOW!

Anyhow, you’re probably like; what a nerd! but hey no one likes annoying people I mean I don’t get it when they send me viruses, does they get a payment after this? seriously those assholes need to see a therapist or simply need a kick right into the jail!

Right now I am so stressed-out since I’ve made this layout so quickly, but I am going to add few pages tomorrow as you can see I need “advertising” page, if you want to apply now you can just comment me telling me that you want to be there. Also, I need to make the drawing-tutorial so wont you guys request!

]]> http://toxicow.com/blog.php?id=7#comments http://toxicow.com/fanupdate/rss-comments.php?id=7 46 Cats are freaking mean! Susanblog@toxicow.com (toxicow) http://toxicow.com/blog.php?id=6 http://toxicow.com/blog.php?id=6 Sat, 12 Sep 2009 10:16:41 +0000 So yesterday I was outside trying to figure out how my life is boring without my best-friend who used to talk to me ALL the time, right now she don't have enough time to call me for some reason :(. I really don't get it thought, we were so close and all but now...well I guess everything changes. So anyway, I saw this adorable creature standing right in front of me, I graped my camera and took some lovely picture until this cat stared at me in this creepy way and tried to attack me! my re-action? I was running around like a chicken with no head! I will leave you with some pictures from the crime scene. Hopefully I'm fine right now but all I need is to kick this cat's ass. Moving on, I find it very cheerful if I started to draw and like print 'em on a t-shirt or something, this will be so amazing to me...*day-dreaming* I WILL START TO DO MY OWN SHOP So yesterday I was outside trying to figure out how my life is boring without my best-friend who used to talk to me ALL the time, right now she don’t have enough time to call me for some reason :(. I really don’t get it thought, we were so close and all but now…well I guess everything changes. So anyway, I saw this adorable creature standing right in front of me, I graped my camera and took some lovely picture until this cat stared at me in this creepy way and tried to attack me! my re-action? I was running around like a chicken with no head! I will leave you with some pictures from the crime scene.





Hopefully I’m fine right now but all I need is to kick this cat’s ass. Moving on, I find it very cheerful if I started to draw and like print ‘em on a t-shirt or something, this will be so amazing to me…*day-dreaming* I WILL START TO DO MY OWN SHOP <- I know lame, but hey let's give it a shot shall we? yet I don't think I'm good enough at illustration but who gives a sh*t?!

Alright, I’ve made some things for my site like: 3 banners [my own photos], 1 more photoshop action, 7 toys story’s icons, 2 icon textures sets and that’s it! I know I should make more since it is the beginning but I like to make things slowly so it could be helpful for other. :)

Done! my last thing to do is to accept some future-affies, check ‘em out! and make more tutorials, I might do a digital drawing tutorial. :D

]]> http://toxicow.com/blog.php?id=6#comments http://toxicow.com/fanupdate/rss-comments.php?id=6 26 First batch of resourses Susanblog@toxicow.com (toxicow) http://toxicow.com/blog.php?id=4 http://toxicow.com/blog.php?id=4 Wed, 09 Sep 2009 21:04:00 +0000 Hello there! well first of all I am going to show you my updates, I've made well not a lot of updates! but I hope you like them anyway. Let's start with; Photoshop Action #1 this one was pretty easy and fun to make, I may make more actions later. The next thing is colors schemes, for me I think it is so helpful, I always use them. Also for who likes collecting backgrounds and buttons there you go. :) I'm going to end my updates with two tutorials, how to use pen tool and how to warp your text. Finished my updates now time to talk about metro Dubai, it is so unbelievable to live in a country which was more like desert in the past and now you can see all these building and this quick changes that will never stop! I mean from Burj Al Arab to the Palm islands then the whole Burj Dubai thingy, now guess what? we have the biggest metro ever, isn't that possible? because no way I never thought they will finish it in time "09.09.09" I'm really proud right now and impressed in the same time. Nothings happened today, as you know it is Ramadan here and I should fast for one whole month which this really effected me physically and socially, I don't talk a lot on the phone and I don't walk a lot well it is only because I'm a lazy ass who have nothing to do just to sit here and update her site...have you got this feeling before? well it is the worst! I really need to communicate with my friends more and bring back my social life. So my questions will be: 1. Are you proud of your country? 2. Which country are you from? 3. Do you think you are lazy? Hello there! well first of all I am going to show you my updates, I’ve made well not a lot of updates! but I hope you like them anyway. Let’s start with;


Photoshop Action #1


this one was pretty easy and fun to make, I may make more actions later.
The next thing is colors schemes, for me I think it is so helpful, I always use them.
Also for who likes collecting backgrounds and buttons there you go. :)
I’m going to end my updates with two tutorials, how to use pen tool and how to warp your text.

Finished my updates now time to talk about metro Dubai, it is so unbelievable to live in a country which was more like desert in the past and now you can see all these building and this quick changes that will never stop! I mean from Burj Al Arab to the Palm islands then the whole Burj Dubai thingy, now guess what? we have the biggest metro ever, isn’t that possible? because no way I never thought they will finish it in time “09.09.09” I’m really proud right now and impressed in the same time.

Nothings happened today, as you know it is Ramadan here and I should fast for one whole month which this really effected me physically and socially, I don’t talk a lot on the phone and I don’t walk a lot well it is only because I’m a lazy ass who have nothing to do just to sit here and update her site…have you got this feeling before? well it is the worst! I really need to communicate with my friends more and bring back my social life.
So my questions will be:

1. Are you proud of your country?
2. Which country are you from?
3. Do you think you are lazy?

]]> http://toxicow.com/blog.php?id=4#comments http://toxicow.com/fanupdate/rss-comments.php?id=4 89 Toxic cows say; woo! Susanblog@toxicow.com (toxicow) http://toxicow.com/blog.php?id=2 http://toxicow.com/blog.php?id=2 Mon, 07 Sep 2009 22:16:00 +0000 Before I begin I would like to thank Nedo for teaching me the basics and for Dylan who teached me how to install Fanupdate, ain't they such an amazing affies. So, I'm sure everyone got a bad start for those who know nothing about FTP and whatever but yeah mine wasn't truely a disaster but there was something called "Drama", here how it starts; *flashback* I was so excitied for my new domain I even hugged my dad who has no idea what's going on...and yeah I don't hug my dad a lot so anyway skip to the point, it was a dream coming true for me. Alright got my domain, now I've made my pages and layout and I live happily ever after...just kidding, firstly I had no idea how to place the layout and so on but hopefully I knew about php and those stuff so the main problem was how to place my things on the right position. Serously, I was about to cry untill I saw something shines from the computer *hallelujah* it was my CSS! I've never though about it before so that was a bit weirdo but oh well I'm so happy because I've solved the problem on my own. Anyway let's talk about my layout, I'm okay with it yet I'm so angry because I completely forget about the sidebar, how sweet! it is like a body with no hands! but anyway I feel so accomplished right now and yeah the result is amazing as a first layout dontcha think? Well I didn't finish all the pages, now I need to make tutorials and some resources, umm I'm going to start tomorrow because I'm so tired; I just came back from the mall and bought those lovely accessories, oh wait lemme take a shot: So freaking cute eh? but oh god "Mall of Emaritas" is so big and there are a lot of people out there, whatcha gonna do with a girl who hates crowed places? :S let her take a rest. *tnn* :)...I didn't, in fact today's Roudha's birthday and I had to bring for her the cake which has damged by me, beleive me it was a worth to tell story but let me make it short, I slipped in front of probably 10 people and the cake is gone :(, yup I am unlucky don't tell me, so I had to pick for her another cake, but thanks god she didn't know about the whole thing, either my perants didn't. Here's a picture of the 9 years old Roudha :D Oh also to my affiliates, I am not deleting anyone I just want to make sure if you guys still want to be on my list so please just comment me, and for those who are wishing to be there, apply baby! Before I begin I would like to thank Nedo for teaching me the basics and for Dylan who teached me how to install Fanupdate, ain’t they such an amazing affies.


So, I’m sure everyone got a bad start for those who know nothing about FTP and whatever but yeah mine wasn’t truely a disaster but there was something called “Drama”, here how it starts; *flashback*


I was so excitied for my new domain I even hugged my dad who has no idea what’s going on…and yeah I don’t hug my dad a lot so anyway skip to the point, it was a dream coming true for me.


Alright got my domain, now I’ve made my pages and layout and I live happily ever after…just kidding, firstly I had no idea how to place the layout and so on but hopefully I knew about php and those stuff so the main problem was how to place my things on the right position. Serously, I was about to cry untill I saw something shines from the computer *hallelujah* it was my CSS! I’ve never though about it before so that was a bit weirdo but oh well I’m so happy because I’ve solved the problem on my own.


Anyway let’s talk about my layout, I’m okay with it yet I’m so angry because I completely forget about the sidebar, how sweet! it is like a body with no hands! but anyway I feel so accomplished right now and yeah the result is amazing as a first layout dontcha think?


Well I didn’t finish all the pages, now I need to make tutorials and some resources, umm I’m going to start tomorrow because I’m so tired; I just came back from the mall and bought those lovely accessories, oh wait lemme take a shot:

So freaking cute eh? but oh god “Mall of Emaritas” is so big and there are a lot of people out there, whatcha gonna do with a girl who hates crowed places? :S let her take a rest. *tnn* :)…I didn’t, in fact today’s Roudha’s birthday and I had to bring for her the cake which has damged by me, beleive me it was a worth to tell story but let me make it short, I slipped in front of probably 10 people and the cake is gone :(, yup I am unlucky don’t tell me, so I had to pick for her another cake, but thanks god she didn’t know about the whole thing, either my perants didn’t. Here’s a picture of the 9 years old Roudha :D




Oh also to my affiliates, I am not deleting anyone I just want to make sure if you guys still want to be on my list so please just comment me, and for those who are wishing to be there, apply baby!

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